Fucktard adults of my life.
   Saturday, May 29, 2004, 8:01 PM

Just when my state of life was healing from the rough times 2 weeks back, something just has to happen. Just has to. Any 'parent(s)' here refers to my Mum and StepDad.
Fucking parents i have. Fuck them. They're lousy parents. I can't seem to take it anymore. Feels like i'm crumbling and they're the cause of it. These 2 big-time motherfuckers of hell.

My StepDad said his last day on his stupid job is this coming Tuesday. Can't afford to keep my maid. Call her KakLis. Told her only a few minutes ago, fuckin last minute. Leaving tomorrow morning, before sunrise. Everything was arranged already, for her trip back home. My StepDad was supposed to tell her, but he mysteriously became sick and so my Mum told her. When KakLis asked her why he didn't tell her himself, all sorts of bullshit came out of my Mum's fucking mouth. KakLis was and is crying terribly right now. She was like a sister to me, and i've always felt comfortable with her living here. I felt terrible and pissed when the news was told. KakLis went into her room. My mum picked up my guitar bag from the floor and when i glanced at her, she fucking stuck out her tongue and her face in a teasing manner. They're up to something, alright. My mum then noticed i look pissed. So she tried talking to me like as if she wants to be-friend me. Bitch. I know you two fuckfaced parents are lying and are up to something. Terrible parents. And i'm being stolen from more and more.

Those two fucktards live a life of their own. They are capable of bringing hell on Earth. They lie, and bitch, and steal, and take advantage. Sinister. Just way over the limit. Just adds to why their reputation among people is no different than a stepped piece of horse excrement.

And everyone's stealing from me. I don't want to be like my parents when i grow up. Not even a bit. I'll crumble in their 'guidance'. Make it 'influence'. I'm aware some of you reading might say, "Aye they are still your parents, blablabla shmabla.." but hey. You're not in my shoes. You are so not.

Life seems meaningless.
Thinking suicidal.