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   Major blackout v2.0.
   Tuesday, June 29, 2004, 11:56 PM

My sister's bicycle had a wasp nest on top of it's bell. The holes of several dry-clothes poles also were invaded by wasps. My stepdad got rid of them and kept them in a transparent plastic bag before throwing it away. Shucks, the sight of maggot-like creatures and the yuckiness of sickly mini-finger-like shitheads.

Major blackout again, this time it got cooler. My neighbourhood got noisier than the previous time. Whistling and shouting, communicating with strangers we can't see. It wasn't as warm as before too, so not many people rushed down to their vehicles for some air-con. I took my chance to eat half the tub of chocolate ice-cream. It didn't last as long as the previous incident, so it wasn't that fun. By the time the town got bright again, it was too late for Smallville to be understandable already.

To you - It's hard creating the manual book i guess.
Look in my eyes, I'm jaded now; whatever that means. By sharing these things, I rip my heart out. It's worth my time. Whatever that means...
Hard to see up. My neck feels stiff, until I wake up. The orange I choked. And back to my neck, It's worth my time. Whatever that means...
So share with me, Cause I need it right now, Let me see your insides.
Or write me off, Cause I'd rather starve now, If you won't open up.
Give it to me. Give me all... Whatever you want.
It's never been me, to want this much from you, I can see.
It tears me up.

Blinking wonder replies:
[Saku] Hehz. It was a mistake putting it out that time. My briefs are nice, what to do. I'll steal too, if i'm a Bangla.
[SNZ] Hopefully it's temporary, because it's bothering me.
[Keith] Hopefully it's temporary, because it's bothering me.
[Elly] Hurhurhur. Now tell me, don't you want one too? =]
[Fezo] Cheap labour, these people. Cheap labour with expensive undies.
[Shidd] Okay, that helped me out a lot. Harhar.
[All] Did you see Anugerah tonight? I SMSed them, saying thanks to y'all for tagging/visiting. *kidding*



   Differentiation and the resistive mayonnaise pack.
   Monday, June 28, 2004, 11:49 PM

I had an awesome time with her tonight. Didn't go far as time was against us. Gotta get her prepared for Maths test on day one. It's amazing that i seem to know the facts in and out when i am tutoring, but go blank when i was studying for it. I just hope that our lunch breaks in school will be at the same time often.

I ran out/ am in need of several necessities.
  • Shaving blades.
    I have to shave everyday now, after deciding to keep a boyish look for my NYP debut.
  • My favourite perfume.
    Ran out. Bestest ever, especially when she loves it.
  • A watch.
    I have 2, but i got bored of them. Thought they look silly.
  • Underpants.
    Bangla stole some. 1 got bleached to pink.
  • A tent.
    Hmmm.
  • 2 Rechargeable batteries.
    I can then hog onto my discman or what.
I'll kinda feel life is incomplete without those, especially the first 2. Let me see how much i've got... Hmmm... 20... 30...
Okay, $3.40.

Blinking wonder replies:
[SNZ] Eh, you suggested yellow, than eee at it? Hurhur. Dirty fellow eh? Okay. Yellow is out.
[Keith] And then my blog will taste sour. Dutch uh, Greek too act-cute to support.
[Liza] Silver? That'll be grey, unless somehow it can shine :-S
Well grey/silver is out.
[Lix] *claps 9x* England!
[Shidd] It is? Okaay... Well, i have a strong feeling i'm gonna be in a nerd class.
[Haidar] Harloe Red/Haidar, who are you? Are you the Haidar from WDP dulu? Thanks for hopping by :)
[Wana] Heya too. Doing good, thanks. And you?
[Tea] Kewl, thanks. You see, i don't fancy drinking. Hahahaha.
[Faezah] *looks up* They should? I think they need ropes to hang theirselves with.
[All] If i am in WhoWantsToBeAMillionaire, i wouldn't know which one of you to call for my life-line just to say thanks for visiting =P



   Take it or leave it.
   Sunday, June 27, 2004, 9:48 PM

Had a match against Lix's 3rd degree friend's team. Initially, the match was supposed to be played at Gan Eng Seng, but it turned out that the field there had fences on it, so it is not possible for us to play there. Had an early verbal bust-up with the different voices which called me on my HP. They said they got pissed because my team was late (20 mins. Waiting for Ridhwan aka TheRock or Belot, who was still asleep when the team gathered at Yishun MRT! Freak!). And so i said we got pissed too because we travelled long, and the field couldn't be used. They then decided to play at NTU, and the match went very rough and ugly. Many unpleasant moments. Lix got kicked at his back for no reason. [Just tell Ma that was a love bite]. Childish behaviour by the opposition team. Thrashed them 7-3 though. Bah.

Everyone's going for Czech now. Sellout. I dislike. Especially that Joanna-assclown right there. I feel paiseh, seriously. Hence, i am now going for the Dutch. Dutch Lady, baby!

Currently hooked on The Strokes. Realized Friday is my orientation already. Scary stuff, man. I admit, i'm kinda scared.
Better get some early shut eye tonight, can't afford to get sick with this heavy head of mine.

Blinking wonder replies:
[Nini] Dentist is higher than Dental Therapist. That's all.
[Shidd] Like your course has many guys and girls. Mine, i have a strong feeling that i'm the only guy. Nyeh.
[Liza] I owe you an ice-cream... Coffee flavoured =)
[SNZ] Eh, i was thinking of that. Yellow. Something different. Hahahaha. I'll think about it.
[Mas] Thanks. Bet you got yours seh. Congrats, if you did. That's a hell lot of money you're getting. Orientation, hope we recognize each other!
[Faezah] Whoa, so red. Quite true uh. I have this '1 new message' thing since dulu, whereas there's no message for me. What to do~
[All] You people are the balls of pool i want to shoot into the center pocket ;)



   Par' with us, no?
   Saturday, June 26, 2004, 10:11 PM

Friendster has a new look and feel. Faster, but Marcus, i didn't get your testicle marn.
I sensed something bad, and something bad did come my way. I didn't qualify for the sponsorship for my course. I'm one of the 10 who didn't. Crap man.

1. My dreadlocks.
2. The fact that i'm a soccer guy.

I shall work hard and show those wrinkled beeyatches what i'm made of, and then apply for Year 2. As for now, i'm a bit demoralised about going to school on the 5th, but nothing's stopping me! I shall work hard!

I did a blog for her. It looks so darn nice to me, that i feel like mine is nothing compared to hers. I dislike my layout a bit now, and i'm changing the design. MAYBE.
Tomorrow, match at Gan Eng Seng. I can't wait. Kinda fired up. Woo.

My computer is back to it's normal state now. Got back *most* of my files before formation. My previous Kazaa version got shut down as i read on the net, and the one which Liza gave to me right now kicks arse (with the help of Diet K). So, thank you Luqman!



   Double-Decker Bed.
   Wednesday, June 23, 2004, 11:52 PM

Sent her to NYP this morning. Felt kinda worried yet excited. Lack of sleep, yet i knew this was one moment that i could not fail to experience. There were many usherers/OGLs there and i was pressurized into going home early. Can't chill out there as i thought, boohoo. I became more of a worryward as time passed by, but knew she would do well :)

She got many things in the goody bag. I love NYP, they give out the metallic bottles! Can't wait for my orientation. Somehow, i hope my freshie tee is red. Snapped some pictures with my uncle's trusty battery-eating digicam. Watched her sleep.

It was a good day afterall. Things went superbly and today might just be one of the best days of my life. Due to that, i sense something bad is gonna happen soon.

Blinking wonder replies:
[Nur] Thankies, do you have a blog too?
[Faezah] Err, lawa per? =P
[Khairin] So many! Hahaha. but we didn't expect so many.
[Lix] Gaudio, i was about to miss you.
[Saku] Heha! Wowee.
[Farah] Thanks! Flattered i am, woo!
[Elly] *Dental Therapist. Harharhar :P
[All] You people serious make my life not miserable. Yak2, muah.



   "Don't give uncle panadol."
   Tuesday, June 22, 2004, 11:20 PM

Lix dared not to take out Lucky Plaza as one of the destinations for some pool action, so we went there. More happening, food cheaper (heh heh) and cool to window shop. When we reached, the uncle who shoo-ed him off the previous time (underaged lah these boys) was all over the poolhouse, being extraordinarily hardworking doing his job. So, Lix's balls shrinked or something and tried disguising with Keith's blue-tinted glasses. Still, whenever it was his turn to shoot, he became kanchiong. And so, at last... He was busted yet again and was asked to leave. So he headed off to the Arcades to get some soccer gaming action while Keith and i finished off our last game.

Lix nearly died as he miscontrolled his sudden laughter, which sent his small minty gum into his nasal passageway. Like seriously, he nearly died, haha! His eyes got teary and was utterly struggling (not that bad though) as Keith and i laughed our asses off, thinking it was a joke. He finally got it out, but not through his nostrils like how Keith suggested.
Bought a studded belt *runs for cover from Shid & Saku*. Mine has 3 rows. Keith got his too, and his has 4 rows. Took some insane pictures as usual. Ended up, we took 88 pictures. Crazy!

So worried for her, about tomorrow. But somehow, kinda excited as well. We're growing up fast, eh? Too fast.



   The following message could not be delivered to all recipients:
   Monday, June 21, 2004, 11:30 PM

I'm fucking pissed with MSN Messenger (version 6.2)!!!
You see, more bad things happen after every formatting. Everything's changed and i felt like a Singaporean lost down under. Bah! I feel stupid! Pathetic! I hate my fucking computer!

I lost my blog templates! I lost most files and programs! I lost my cyberLIFE, god dammit.

Nothing much for today. It's gonna be a busy week. Poly is starting.

Sweetheart sugarplumps. I heart you no matter what happens, okay.



   Dry washer.
   Sunday, June 20, 2004, 11:15 PM

Happy Father's Day cum Mother's Birthday :)
But who celebrates anyway? Weird...

Had a match against some team in the late morning just now. Thrashing victory and i felt good. Danial, you sonnawabitch. Go learn yoga so you can reach your balls with your nose. [He left during half-time without informing anyone, hence our team was 3-men down. Rude, eh?]. Euro-craze is simply crazed now. I dig the Czech team. Go Czech go!

The last time i blogged was on Thursday. Man, that feels long. Well, it's not like i slacked or what. My computer couldn't handle the viruses that came in, so it had to be formatted. Somehow, my media files were gone before i managed to even burn them. Felt pissed at first, but... No, wait. I'm still pissed. Formatting got delayed on and on due to the burner being fucked up cranky as hell. But soon, my computer is gonna zoom across browsers yet again. It's gonna feel so fresh and clean!

Blinking wonder replies:
[Ilias]&x-man] Like, you guys are speaking some sort of a Dutch slang, but somehow, i hope it's a well-wishing thing. Anything pleasant :/ Don't do anything to me. I'm sorry the Dutch lost to Czech though =P
[Vino] Aussie! Hello man! Even the way you tagged 'helo' has changed accent.
[Saku] Candid or no candid... I look the same with food. Hahahah.
[Tea] Eh oh! Well yea, he did. He buys loads of shoes dulu, so there's somewhat a history in it.
[Faezah] Gothgirrrllll..... How's you?! I've been okay. Reformatted too, why?
[All] If i won an award for anything, i'll thank you guys for tagging!



   She sang a song for the long run.
   Thursday, June 17, 2004, 9:21 PM

I'm pretty shagged. Away for the previous night [no tent lah, Pellai. So, no invitation.. Sorry!]. Overall, it was a meaningful outing i'll never forget. Sugary cupcake honeybuns. Heart you.

Golden Village (Marina, in particular) is fucked, i tell you. The movie schedules they plan out and provide via SMS is too fake! Knn.

Virus came in. Spoolsv.exe and some of the lil' brothers and sisters. Computer needs to be reformatted. I hate the fucken virus thing. I tried killing it, but it kept coming in!!! Cheebye virus creators, rather y'all go suck on Bellaci the BatiBoy's colour-changing penis. Luckily, there's this Verbatim DVD here. I love DVDs. They store a lot lot, man.

Blinking wonder replies:
[Feez] Yeah. I'm good. Wanna challenge?
[Lix] Errr...
[Andi] Alaaaaaaaaa.... Leceh. But ok! I like the pencil holder thing.
[Shid] Nope. I just arranged 2 balls (object and cue) for a test shot, and shot once.
[All] Thanks for tagging! Go toilet, i help y'all hold.



   NC-16.
   Monday, June 14, 2004, 10:55 PM

Tried to sneak Lix into the Pool place in Causeway Point. He got busted for his AI pants, and later, for his IC. Thik and Lix's handphones were showing signs of spasticity so there wasn't any choice but to go off. I have a heart, won't leave such a bugger alone like that. So we left Table 01, with the most insulting and humiliating price ever: 20 cents. Freak. Don't spread this. Shh. We had a crazy-ass time in Burger King. Challenged eating fries within the shortest amount of time and shared our basic piles of crap, laughed our pubic hairs off. I realized it's always crazy-ass with these 2 jackasses. Going out tomorrow to pool at Lucky Plaza, and yes, no more sneaking in for the young boy over there.

I didn't sleep the whole night for yesterday, and i need sleep badly. Heh. Erm, my eyes are giving up on me already. If i'm online and not responding, it prolly means i'm already asleep on my dekessssssssssssssskkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkks.......



   Crucify him!
   Sunday, June 13, 2004, 9:07 PM

I watched Passion Of The Christ just now. Just finished, actually. Felt so freaking sad. Sad movie. Just freaking sad. I am beaten. Not a good movie to watch if you're missing someone badly; and the someone is struggling to cope mentally or physically. Just oh, so sad.

Looking forward to France versus England. I think England should play Wes Brown instead of Ledley King, dammit. But doesn't matter. Heinze is a Red Devil already. He is good! Well known for his sliding tackles and dribbles to support the attack. I like.

Either than those, i'm still sad and beaten. So sad.
And i'm missing her. Take care of yourself, please.

"Forgive them. They know not what they do."



   Shower room.
   Saturday, June 12, 2004, 11:01 PM

Had a crazy-ass singing screaming session in the AI shower toilet with Lix and Thik after a match. 2 days of soccer matches back-to-back after more than 3+ weeks without any vigorous soccer action at all is just insane. Failed to play well for the team just now. I blame my cramps, especially my favourite: The left groin. Groins are not gonads. Oh anyway, i won't ever be punctual ever again for matches, if there are.

Just got injected with some serious bad news. Kinda feeling helpless. The feeling where you want to be there for someone when he/she needs you, but you simply can't make it and therefore guilt and pressure builds within. The fear of having the other party to be disappointed in you. I'm sorry... Please forgive me. I'll make up for it :(



   The peak of joy.
   Thursday, June 10, 2004, 8:10 AM

I was away for the past 2 days. Currently just got up after sleeping my arse off early yesterday evening. Had the best damn time i ever had and could only dream to imagine it before it actually happened. Like as quoted by Lix, the past 2 days have been long, yet short, ones. I'm aware that this might not happen again anytime soon, and will have to wait a long time for it to happen again. We had some problems (some which were major, yet became minor) but it didn't bother us through the excitement of the experience. Everything (almost) was smooth and great. Did a record for something and got fookling exhausted but went on. Thanks a lot to the Pellai couple too, for agreeing to come along with us. I'm sure you guys had loads of fun too ;) [besides the part he fell butt-on at the stairs]. And uh, you guys picked the perfect place there for us. Heavenly. Sorry for pressurizing you guys though with the official-already question. It was for her and i to amuse ourselves, for which we were actually captioning what we see. One looked uncertain and impatient with high hopes while the other looked extremely pressurized and scared. LoL. But it's okay. You guys had yours on us at McD's :P

There's a match tomorrow for Mayon. Like FINALLY, God. I don't think i'll last though, my body's cramping almost everywhere and i'm asthmatic after i woke up just now. I was looking forward to it; before the 2-days-1-night ride. Now that it's over, all i can think of doing is looking back at the blissful experience...

Before i end off... No, Faezah. That's just TV eye-candy ;)



   Action TV.
   Monday, June 07, 2004, 11:14 PM

Watching Fear Factor Couples Special on AXN.

Me: I don't want that couple to get eliminated! The girl lawa giler!
Mum: Alah Fee... Lawa-Lawa pun nanti tak lawa jugak.
Me: Well at least it was lawa before.



   Withdrawal symptoms.
   Sunday, June 06, 2004, 10:13 PM

I still can't get over the fact that i was that brave. I still can't believe that i actually didn't plan all that happened, but it turned out to be close to perfect. I'm still in the loving mood and i guess it's gonna stay that way as for permanent. Or at least, for a looong time. Somehow, it's like... The chemistry or some sort? The feeling is superb. There's no real need/pressure to impress. Gosh. And come to think of it, it was just more like a fantasy/dream since i first saw her. I read my archives. Some posts spoke of her. Funny, and somehow too unreal to be real. Everyone, dreams do come true. Sometimes you just got to hold on to your gonads and strife!

She's like a drug. Makes me feel superb. Got me addicted. Need her more and more. Without her presence, withdrawal symptoms. Please don't rehab me? I love this. Need more dosages. Trembling, hallucinations, kissing air (hehah).

Went over to Pai's at noon to get pictures scanned [my scanner got too old]. Played a couple of songs on his guitar, particularly that of The Strokes. Exchanged news about our special persons. Kinda happy for him. *aawwwww*. May you two entwine like a dead knot, ya?

Blinking wonder replies:
[SNZ] Riiiiiiiighttt... *points to SNZ*. *covers mouth*. *laughs*.
[Elly] Ahaaa... To you too, girrrl ;)
[Fizo] Ader jer nak anuh dier... Tsk3. Hahah. Very funny lah, but somehow, pitiful.
[Faezah] Errr nope, the roach wanted to learn how to swim (wth, i know). And yeah, i am looking forward. Shaking. About you crying, well... Of course! Ha! Okok maafkan beta =P
[Saku] Sakuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu. Something heh.
[Lix] Hahah, basket. Very funny lah, but somehow, pitiful. But very funny. But pitiful.
[All] Super kewlest people = You all! Thanks for visiting/tagging!



   "Hey, my favourite number...!"
   Saturday, June 05, 2004, 11:51 PM

There were many things which happened yesterday, which could've easily ruined my/our initial plan(s). Well, some actually did, but nothing could stop us. Hahaaa. Okay, except maybe that stupid roach by the beach. Tried to slither our way through the day without getting noticed by anyone, but failed. Nizar saw us.
But it's okay :)
Didn't use much of Keith's trusty camera. Hah!
But aye dude, thanks lah, ya? Had loads of fun with it.
I don't want to uncover too much :P
Overall, it certainly was the day i will never forget. *aaawwwwww*.

OddBro got himself a new phone. Ringtone, that of a baby crying. Scary shit. SNZ stressed about viruses. Elly 'too- busy-with-life' to blog lately. Pai made his mark. Faezah cries watching comedies. Felix finally got a reply. Angry, and wants football. Hilmie still bubbling over going for job interviews ;) Keith got back his camera. Vino has gone down under [we'll miss you loads marn]. Liza blogs to clear her head but we don't understand but we do. Saku had a husband all along and will not get a sponsored pool session from me. Shid is back and horny. Wana's keyboard still going bonkers.

Blinking wonder replies:
[Liza] Err... Low-profile lah kak. Hee. And thankiuk!!!
[Faezah] You said, "imagine the smell..". Just saying i went there with a flu, so it didn't affect me :P
[SNZ] Wah wah wah. *runs*.
[Keith] Hug it, kiss it, do whatever with it. Thanks, i enjoyed playing around with it. But somehow i don't get it.. Do you need to wash it? If you don't, i didn't wash it! *kidding*. *lameness*.
[Shidd] Ah, took out coz i thought you'll be out (as in out) like forever. I'll put it back there as soon as i can, ya.
[All] Thanks for tagging, people! You guys are the kewlest.



   Waiting for tomorrow.
   Thursday, June 03, 2004, 8:46 PM

First of all, thanks a million to Keith, who agreed to lend me his camera. Keith the man! *points to Keith*. *nods head several times*. And apologies to Mie. I want to go, but tomorrow is taken up big-time lah bro.

Nothing much to blog, just that my nights would be quite a bore for the next few (hopefully few) days. Maybe weeks. Gee. Unless of course, i get possession of the computer. That, too, isn't as nice though.

Went to my dad's place yesterday. So happy to see everyone there.
I missed Miss Universe. I heard Australia won. Aye Vino, pervert you.

And thank you big-headed (physical-wise) Rasmus vocalist. Not only you have interest in several top notch Power Metal bands, you just had to sell them out and mention them on MTV huh. Gay fucker. Somehow i think his face resembles Wayne Rooney.

Blinking wonder replies:
[Faezah] Whahahahahahahahaha. Evil, you. I went with a flu \m/
[Lix] Nyeheh. About the model thing, don't. I'll die.
[Nilam] Thanks, i have had too long a holiday. To you too!
[Fiz] Yeah bebeh. Try to get links outside. Ole! Gunnar Solskjaer.
[Keith] Eh thanks once again! Belated Vesak Day to ya!
[Eerah] Maceh, to you too!
[Farn] How can you. I go to yours everyday! But thanks lah for your rare visit :)
[Nini] Salsa! I ain't got enough money for Sentosaaaaaaaaaaa.
[Fyza] Thankiuk! Hello, take care!
[Shid] You are? Effect.
[Elly] Err, ahaha... Punk'd =P



   Evening rains.
   Tuesday, June 01, 2004, 8:30 PM

My home telly number has changed.
Query for the digits if you're interested yah.
Mayon desperately needs an opponent for this weekend. Pai still bubbling over getting opponents from Tampines since a month ago. We need soccer, yo.

Went over to Mustafa Centre yesterday. No offence to the general Indian population here, but i was standing in the middle of somewhere, blocking many people. They just stood behind me waiting. Hahah. I took it as, the really typical Indians are like that themselves, hence they don't mind. Like someone we know ;)

Thinking happy terms, CessDee might become a model soon enough.
And TiaraSis acted for Enemiko's band's new music video. They said she acted gothly good. Shaking teddybears on a tree branch. Cool shitte. Itching for it to get done.

Can't wait for Friday.

Blinking wonder replies:
[Kaz] You are sick. Erm, no, she's not. Kehkehkeh.
[Sadiq] No lah, not me.. My ex-maid plus the haircutter aunty.
[Faezah] Hows you? Ceh ceh flattered. Hee. Hidden agendas, true. Expect the unexpected, which is expected of them. And i kinda think syringes are painful when it gets to the end part, so i think hunger is the in-thing now. I like to eat, so it won't happen :)
[Keith] That's why! Buggers.
[Pai] Ah, standard lah you. Thanks btw. About that place, thought you wanna go with the StripeChic? If not then, we go ah!!!
[Fizo] Maybe, but by how much can it be?
[SNZ] Weren't you? Doesn't matter... Nothing was embarrassing, right?
[Khai] I don't know seh. Thanks :)
[Ira] Ahaha... Didn't bug me though, honest.



     
   
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