Baby, join me.
   Friday, April 30, 2004, 8:31 PM

The Rexy guy didn't call. I was asleep throughout the morning anyway :P But it's okay, i'm not willing to work for a few hundred bucks. Plus of course, i would've been in the mosque during the time of interview.

That day i went out with Pai and Keith, i opted to walk towards Somerset across town, because i actually wanted to see if i can see anyone i recognize. Especially (x100) Lisa ex-Motorola, the flying-gorgeous ferring chic. And i did see her! Stared at her; almost drooled. I was grinning like a monkey. Monkeys don't grin but oh well. She was hot like usual! Keith saw her, Pai missed. Hah! What a loss. I went home feeling happy i saw her. But i felt wasted. I kinda want contact with her. Hahah then well, something super happened for me today. My The Rock lookalike ex-Motorola pal called me and said Lisa messaged him to ask for my number! My heart kinda bungee jumped. We've been exchanging messages since afternoon today, still doing so right now. She's going to NYP too, and needs a pal! OMG! OMFG!!! Sublimmeeeeeeee.

She'll be a friend.

   Singing in the rain.
   Thursday, April 29, 2004, 8:09 PM

Second entry of the day. I must stop doing this.
Rexy told me to come over for interview tomorrow, because tomorrow is specifically for Maxtor. I overheard the agents - "Hey. He worked at Motorola before. Must be very good. Maxtor this one." Hah! What's so good?! Seriously. But it's okay. I kinda hesitated before reaching the meeting place just now. Exchanged messages with *the sweetest thing* (thank you) along the way. So i guess it won't disappoint me if i don't get the job. I just want the bling bling, baybee.

Besides that, i kinda learnt a new way of growling. Seriously. I personally think it sounds good. Not screamo, but growl. Metal growl. Like Angela, baybee; if you know what i mean.
Just wanting to add too, Pai and i had a good laughing session yesterday over what we want to have printed onto plain tees. Stuff like, "I hate *macho Egyptian*", "*macho egyptian* sucks", especially "*macho egyptian* needs bra". Khakhakha. Of course, the real name will be printed instead ;)

   Hello, is this Rexy?
   11:31 AM

After Maghrib yesternight, i had a date with my bed. Accompanied by some dream, i felt i had such a long night sleep and when i could feel myself waking up, i was ready to kick off for the next day. Suddenly, as i glanced outside my window, the skies weren't of a navy shade. Plus, there was a 911 bus. It was only 11pm! So i potato-couched, watching all the International Soccer Friendlies on TV. At 5.30, i slept again, planning not to leave slumberland after like, around 12 noon. Suddenly this Abang Wan guy woke me up informing he's got Straits Times, Recruit. It was 8.30am. Alamak yooooouuuuuuuu.

Ah anyway, about him, 2 days ago, he called for a job - and got it - as someone who goes around a specific town to paste advertisement posters. His first day was at Bedok; he had to cover all bust stops there. Then yesterday, he was supposed to collect his daily pay ($50) and then cover Yishun. But the boss's number is no longer available and there wasn't such a person. He was tricked like an arsehole!

I lied to Rexy. i told them i won't be continuing my studies anywhere at anytime. I'll be off to the job interview later, for i am in need of [more] cash. I'm opting for Night Shift as usual, and i start tonight if i get it. Wish me luck people! I intend to stop after around a month *evil laugh*. Sorry Rexy. You guys are good people, but i help you, you help me lah yarh? Yarh.

   Girl + Bird = Boy.
   Tuesday, April 27, 2004, 10:16 PM

Everybody loves Grind Core lyrics, don't we? We can relate and create at any time!
I'm gonna be topped up with cash shortly before the weekend (i hope) and the first thing i'm gonna do with the cash is to get my hair done. Second priority is to get more tees to my collection. It just frustrates me, because many of my tees have dissapeared or something. Fucking Banglas. They even took some ankle socks. No wonder they are labelled cheap labour. Hurhurhur.

Miss Cheah, my inspirational ex-form teacher has called for a 1E/2E1 gathering! I can't wait! I get excited whenever i think of it! Even right now! Look at me, i'm grinning like a doofus! Hope EVERYONE makes it! Yes! Even Mark Joel Rajoo yeah!

   Dreadlockers fi da leffft, Reggae fi da riiiiight oh.
   Monday, April 26, 2004, 6:52 PM

I have convinced myself to have my hair dreaded, after such a long time fearing of regretting doing it and losing the length of my hair because of it. Well, after all, it is not just another hairstyle. Now i'm deciding whether or not to have hair extensions. Most prolly not. And i think i vow to call my brother 'mas' after the drastic change. Yeah, you don't have to wait till Hari Rayer.

Talking about drastic changes, the elder of my 2 younger sisters at home just got her name changed! I saw the paperwork. From Dian Farahan to... *drum rolls* Dian Farahoney! Honey, cool uh? She wanted it, she got it. Woo!

   Stay-at-home Sunday.
   Sunday, April 25, 2004, 9:41 PM

You could've at least messaged me. I could've gone to my aunt's chalet. You kinda ruined my weekend. I was teased because of you too. But it's okay (: I'm struggling to walk anyway. Both my groins are in the state of after-cramp. Not pleasant. Groins aren't the gonads. What's up with some kids?

Currently i'm in a battle against this knn alchem.exe program which entered my computer's system through i-don't-know-what. It's annoying the crap out of me. Kept deleting, kept appearing. Removed it from StartUp, but it starts up after each boot!
FOOK YOU, YOU STUPID AD-WARE SHITTE!
I'm determined to get it removed.

Oh and thanks a lot Yamin, for the add-on. You the man!

   Lag lag. Lag! Lag somemore!!!
   Saturday, April 24, 2004, 11:59 PM

My computer's being cranky. Told myself not to make it a she. Some spammer got my email address and is sending out spammed mails from 'me', negative__1@hotmal.com (note the spelling). 3 guys from England recieved the spammed -porn- emails and.. They added me in MSN Messenger to ask for more. Sick arses. I bet they are Liverpool fans. Oh the system is laggy too. I can't believe some people have to put up with this.

Played soccer after a last minute plan with Fitri. I played in a team which didn't feature many Mayon players; But honestly i say, it's kinda nice to see all you schooling freaks again :)

   The end of my ordeal.
   Friday, April 23, 2004, 11:53 PM

The forms for Poly are finally submitted! I feel so much has been off my mind. The picture i took for the Student Card showed i have thick eyebrows. Do i have thick eyebrows? Err.. I'm not scrawny, right? *looks at Elly*

I got my Electrical Guitar back, after sucha long time slacking around, being too lazy to collect it back from Azly junior. I tried playing it on my spider-webbed amplifiers. Well, the pickups are merely reaching it's death.
Then my aunt called me up, inviting me to her company's "big, spacious and fun" chalet at Changi, spending the night there all the way until Sunday evening. I didn't want to, because i'm picking up my guitar at night, i want to watch soccer on Saturday night and i have to give tuition to Dee on Sunday afternoon. Whenever i feel hungry, i kinda regret rejecting it though :P

   On your mark, Get set, Go! Go go go!!!
   Thursday, April 22, 2004, 3:21 PM

I went to collect my statement of O's results in the wee hours of the morning. I kept it in a very, very safe place so i won't lose it again. I'm gonna have passport-sized pictures taken later, because the leftovers of January's had my hair obviously looking (too) long. Like, now it is longer, but i'll style it to make it seem shorter somehow. I hope the camera isn't that good - Pimples invaded me since 2 days ago! Lots of Mojo lost man. Nevermind lah... Student Card only. Student Card! AaAaaAaahh~~~
I'm currently relieved (and not that excited) that my Poly forms are under control. I received a call from a lady regarding the sponsorship. I hope i get it. I want it bad. 850 bucks per month for Year 1, God. 3 years bond to work in Singapore. I wanttt. I dream to get promoted to what they call the 'Principal Dental Therapist'. Ah, Dental-talk lah, these :P

You! Hold on to your gonads and strife! Gonads and strife, gonads and strife. Gonads in the lightning! In the lightning!

   Crumbling away.
   Wednesday, April 21, 2004, 8:37 PM

My brother dominated the computer in the day, so i'll be dominating it during the night time. He always uses my stuff. Always. Shirts. Wrist-thingies. Cap. Socks. I never complained. Whenever i use his stupid black slippers out, whoa, he'll call me via HP and scold like a bastard.

Out of my stressfulness, i lost my O's result slip. I didn't panic though. Called NYP and they told me to go to MOE to get a replacement. So tomorrow, i'll be leaving at 7am to get it done. Passport-sized photos and that stupid results thing; and then, submission. God, it's finally ending.

Thanks for the tags in concern of my previous post, people. I appreciate it. And Lix, no... You are Hitler. You are. You are Hitler.

   The sense of elation of this union of hearts achieved.
   Tuesday, April 20, 2004, 11:52 PM

It was a good day with the band. Jamming was good, eventhough Pai came like around 1.5 hours late because 'he didn't know' there was a jamming session -_- I double dosed lunch, and then i left for my Tampines home.

I showed my old man my CPF Funds forms thingy for Poly. He read it well and then filled the forms up. Then my registration also requires 307.30 bucks. I was asked by mum to ask dad. He just had an accident. Skidded terribly. I won't want to ask him for cash. I want him to recover. I can't ask mum, she's having major financial difficulty. The best i could do was to... Pay using my money. Goodbye salary savings. "You have 2 houses? Wow! Huh? Oh, 2 families? err.. Sorry..."

Things are rocky for me right now. I might seem happy outside. Fuck it, i hate my life.

   Please take the queue number. You don't need one.
   Monday, April 19, 2004, 11:39 PM

I went to SATA Woodlands to get my medical check-up just now. Saw 3 Malay nursing freshies. Kinda wild-looking. Went at 10am. Finished at 2pm. Waited so darn long. The newcomers to the clinic who arrived at 1pm or so just zoomed through the checkups and left. So this SP stranger and i decided to go see what's been up [we were totally pissed btw] and guess what?! Every other arsehole in the clinic didn't go according to their queue numbers. They just knocked and went in the rooms. KNN!!!

So the SP stranger and i did the same thing. He.. Yelled to a nurse. Hah, she looked like a twat anyway. We were then given priority. The results come in on the 22nd. Oh, and i have to mail a copy of the O's Cert too; But we haven't got it yet. How eh? These things are actually scaring me. Really.

Btw, to the Bangla who stole my favourite brown slippers, fuck you. You'll have diabetes. I don't know which Bangla; They all look alike.

   Congratulations, I received Poly package late.
   Sunday, April 18, 2004, 11:44 PM

I just got my package for NYP. It's not as thick as i predicted, but it's thick! So much to read and make sure of. So afraid to make mistakes. So much to do. Health checks (the results come back 2 working days later), i have to run down to Raffles to meet my dad at his workplace to ask for some CPF forms and cash, and do the necessary before meeting him up again around 2 days later to get him to sign some papers. So much to do. So so much. And i have only till the 30th of April. Damn, I will never want a divorce when i get married. Why?

My child might find it troublesome when it comes to Poly enrolment.

   Disciples of the lie.
   Saturday, April 17, 2004, 6:58 PM

Girls. If the macho Egyptian goes to you, be careful, for he might do what he told his friends what he already did to you. Unless you want it :) And another you; You're so strong, so tough! Wow! *claps* So good. I so look up to you. Go suck a pogostick.

I realised i'm fickle with fetish on eye-candy. Bye bye Riots. I'm into looking at Ferrings for now. But eye-candy only what, eh. So no problem. Fickle here and there. Lisa, ex-Motorola! If you read this, e-mail me! You are a wayhotdang Ferring chic!

   Dome Nation.
   Friday, April 16, 2004, 10:49 PM

For some reason, i feel shagged. Maybe it's the heat. Anyway gig was good. Could've been real good if the ampitheatre was air-conditioned. I especially lurved SoldOut/SoulOut, they dared to cover Dream Theatre! OMFG! Dream Friggin Theatre!
*drools, cries, grins*

I'm still considering about having dreadlocks; the pinky-diametered, sharp-pointed ends one. Or having a haircut. Seems like a lot of people voted against the idea of me having dreadlocks.

And i saw Pai's heartthrob today. She's so petite. Didn't picture so. She is like the size of our toe. Growl, everybody. Heh.

   Tied to the testing of wills.
   Thursday, April 15, 2004, 5:49 PM

Okay people. You can officially see me as someone who listens to *almost* all genres. Damn, i like Sublime (and more lah). But of course, my cup of tea are those mentioned, top left. Why is the new genre called Screamo ey? Why not just stick to EmoCore/MetalCore. EmoCore, MetalCore, Screamo.. Whatever they're called, they've certainly became a lot more punky. BTW my jukebox is smothered with HipHop shitte, thanks to my brother. Wtf, heh. Currently, i'm in a headbangin' session... Extra long today; i think i'm bothered. Headbang so much, it might make me forget. So hot, this Wednesday evening... Eh! Thursday! Eh, Weds.. Thurs..?

This a-hole came over to my door at noon. He summoned here and there. Motorbikes, bills and shitte like that. Total up, 187 + 300 bucks. Sick arse! "Singapore summon2 only. I'm doing my job". Doesn't matter! You suck ladybird balls!

I realised i forgot to post about the super-fun blackout. It's okay, Lix covered up for me in his blog. Haa. Anyway, i saved up (you'll know what i mean) and... I had the wet one with (not as i expected at all) J-Lo. J-Lo man! But okaylah, not bad. I wanted Jenna Haze though. But it's okay, know what i mean. hurhur.

   Happy Birthday Party.
   Wednesday, April 14, 2004, 9:06 PM

I'm over at my aunt's, having a mini-party for my small cousin. Got him a red snowcap. He's kinda excited to get it; somewhat to my amazement. Heheheh. The cake's good, cheese top with cookie bottoms.

Anyway my eyes are extra tried today, feels like weight is applied to my eyelids. But i have to endure the night for now. I suspect i'll only be home at around midnight. At that time, my brother is already all over the computer. "My shift, pantat". Well, can't chat with her tonight, that means.

I got to know several stuffs happening back in AI. Total chaos. Doesn't seem like a nice place anymore. So full of hate. Geez. Lex, hang in there bro. Those imbeciles are no better than you and you know it. That's prolly why they're going more against you.

   I ain't got no crystal ball.
   Tuesday, April 13, 2004, 10:12 PM

Went Penin with the guys just now. No Riot Grrrls. Fierce eh, Grrrrrrr-ls. I think i have to stop wanting to see the concept more. All i get after wanting to see something is to get to see it lesser. Well it was a good day out. And we pooled. Not much of tycos for today. And then Qif and i got ourselves 1-foot Subway sandwiches and the mouth-watering cookies. Keith brought his new camera and took some photos.

I'll be out just after this entry, which should be at 10.30. After Keith finishes sending the photos. After *the sweetest thing* goes to bed. Girl, sometimes i wonder if you are hinting anything or not, man. Stuff like this, only my blog can be told to. Direct? I'll wrinkle like dried leaves.

Before i end off, pardon my last entry. Headbanging music, stuff ticked me off, bad aura of the night; or simply, hell in disguise. Boo.

   Enter now, and violate.
   Monday, April 12, 2004, 7:59 PM

I feel like a fucken clump of dung. I feel like bursting into an infinity of pieces. Dear Christine, i might be Eric, but i seriously can fucken make you a princess, in the limelight of my life. So be it if i'm the Phantom. Arseholes on wrimjaw.

Enter now the fiendish one, twisted little men. Vile wretched disgusting mess, perverted little men. Born of hell. In disease. Hate festers in their veins. Demonic clowns and shapeshifters. Little men gone insane. It's not you on the list, just them.
"Watch it beat as you cry". Yeah. Enter now, and violate.

   Your day is golden while we bled.
   2:27 PM

My NYP package is yet to arrive! So late already. I'm worried a bit. Maybe it's the cause for my lack of form with my guitar lately. My fingers fail to worm around the fretboard like it used to.

I went to the old Woodlands Interchange (beside the customs) just now; to find something for my cousin for his birthday this Wednesday. He's in Primary 5 this year. I didn't see anything good, but i sure did see different types of concepted people. So many nigger-wannabes! Those a-holes, ahah. With their XL-sized american-football jerseys, extra large and long chains as necklaces, and their double-layered caps. I'm sure they'll perspire a lot later in the day, and then rap something after that. What's the deal anyway, anyone can rhyme. Ahh, i'm drifting away.
I also saw this small group of Riot Grrrls. I think they're M'sian. No M'sia flags on or with them. Just an assumption. 2 of them, super hot! Hurhurhur...

Tomorrow is a visit to town with Keith and the others. Keith wants to get some board thing, while i'll be on the lookout for a gift for my cuz. I sense i'll get him a snowcap, hehee. Hope i get to see some Riot Grrrls =D

   I see the headlights and pavements.
   Sunday, April 11, 2004, 11:41 PM

The match was silly. Our opponents were super lousy. We engaged in some casual, lazy play. We won, we thrashed them, but whateverrr. The match ended at half time as it was a pretty pathetic experience. I never felt so big-headed and lazy ever. Never again will i want to versus that kinda team.

Missed the gig after krazilions of thinking, which made me end up in slumberland; what more with the cool breeze of rain =) Woke up, ate some Nasi Lemak. The chilli was fucked. Tasted somewhat like... Mud.

I did blog layouts today, managed to complete 2 in a short time. And i used lots of HTML tables. Hilmie's blog will be up quite soon. I'm also 'upgrading' Qif's to a fancier looking one. Thought i'd want to charge at least a bit for my service *ehem*, but i guess i won't. Or at least, i won't want to ask for anything in return.

   Hold that line when we talk.
   Saturday, April 10, 2004, 9:12 PM

I practically didn't do much today, except discuss jumbled up queries in my head; queries linked to the heart. People say, hearts change. Why can't mine? Gift or disability? Told you i'll wait. Like, crap, never thought i'll be waiting still. Sometimes i wish i never knew you at all. It's like a kid seeing a toy he'll never get.

Anyway Dee can't make it tomorrow, but i guess i will miss the gig anyhow. Heh. Harrish gave me a beep late in the evening, informing about a match against his schoolmates tomorrow. Pai's playing only 1 half and then leaves off for the gig. I can't play half. I won't.
I will also want to pass by the Paragon tomorrow, for my friend is spending the day working as a silly, pathetic rabbit mascot for Easter.

   This is not here.
   3:40 PM

I don't think i'll be making it to the gig tomorrow. Have to teach Dee Maths every Sunday. Maybe, just *maybe*, we might have enough time to pass by or something. All the best, AWOL, for your performance. Don't piss on stage.

My burner is fucked. Wasted 2 of my Black Diamond discs due to some stupid error. Fucking burner. BLACK DIAMOND, goddammit.

   Very Good Friday.
   Friday, April 09, 2004, 8:08 PM

Happy holidays, to those who are schooling *evil laugh*.
So many family plans got cancelled today, due to the weather. Even the Pizza-dinner plan was cancelled, because "the deliverboy might get hurt" in the weather. Just tell us you want to save up lah... Anyway don't use the computer on heavy rainy days. My modem's insides melted after a lightning strike which caused a blackout.

I realised my previous entry was a little long. I will then try to cut down a bit from now on. Have a good Friday, on this Good Friday.

   Internet butt kicks again.
   Thursday, April 08, 2004, 8:14 PM

Yes! Finally! After so long (close to 48 full hours), my internet is back in action! Got my network card reinstalled and i forked out my savings for a new modem. Is this all worth it? I'm getting addicted, shitte. And i didn't know Siemens Building hosts the StarHub technicians area. So what, right.

In my house, there is this couple, a friend of my stepdad's, living together temporarily since around 2 weeks ago. Earlier today, i followed the guy, whom i call Abang Wan (2, 3, 4, ha..) to work for the whole day. He works as a delivery driver, and oh boy. Trust me, that job is terrible.

Talking about Internet again, the 48 (full) hours of no-connection before today was greatly unappreciated by me, also because... The lack of something increases the crave. Won't affect me if i crave it more, but it sure piles up some crave into my brother's system. I hope i get more possession of the computer. I think i deserve it more.

Goodbye Cyber Cafe plans!
*cancels off Cyber Cafe plans off calendar*

   Blackout!
   Wednesday, April 07, 2004, 4:35 PM

Haizzz... You know, two nights ago, a lightning stroke my block and like the whole block went blackout. And somehow, it damaged my network card! Hence, no internet for me... For quite some time. Presently at Qif's now, just hanging out.
Will be looking forward to having my network card back up in action. Cheerios, and thanks for you people taggin!

   Downloads From Account Temporarily Locked.
   Monday, April 05, 2004, 10:04 AM

I was doing some touch ups on my blog, replacing the soggy pictures with sharper ones, and then... My webhost tells me the daily download limit was exceeded (because i kept refreshing to see the changes i made, u see). So hah! As for now, it's exceeded by 5%, so it should be okay by noon, or else my blog stays pictureless.
Life is never fair eh?

Anyways, i didnt sleep throughout the night for the uncountableth time. I think i have insomnia. Currently, i'm very active. I hope i can get enough sleep! I think it's the cause of my backaches. I'm not too old.

   The Setan.
   12:49 AM

Something weird happened. I had everything i did right turn out badly, and i got pissed off like... A pissed off ass. Then this 'bad-luck' was, i believe, passed on to Felix. It's not bad luck really for him, but some weird stuffs happened.

Anyhow, today is a very cool day, slept a lot, got massaged a lot [strained neck and right shoulderblades since a week ago]. Mum says i should drink more water and wear a shirt when sleeping. Thinking about it again, i dont drink that much at all these days.
I dont feel the urge to... It's not like food.

   Arsenal = Not God.
   Saturday, April 03, 2004, 11:33 PM

Showed *few* people my blog as i was still moderating several HTML taggies. Lyd told me it's very like me, because it's deep. I'm deep? I am?! =/
Anyway Arsenal lost (finally)! Man Utd go through. Seems like tonight's gonna be a great night.

Okay, so the construction of this bloggy is over. I'm gonna have more free time, so i think i'll read up on HTML tables (and hopefully master it soon).

   The Beginning.
   Friday, April 02, 2004, 12:19 PM

Happy Birthday, bloggie! I finally got through with a blog, after several months of thinking blogs are silly. Ha! Well, i figured that
i will never ever touch up on my site ever again (with the scanner down and all) so i realise, might as well have a blog, know?

So there! Thanks to Zart for helping with my previous lazy layout (sorry for the trouble) and to Qif who helped me look whether the pics uploaded are visible or not.