Problem soft.
   Tuesday, February 28, 2006, 11:57 PM

My researches on beloved 400CC machines are deviating me off school work, like, totally!!! Anyway, guys, keep them RED words coming! Although i felt annoyed with Keith's (HAH..), it was an all round good effort and i appreciate the help. Fizo's 'TrailBlazer' and 'FlameRacer' got me laughing my socks off, but i wasn't wearing any socks, so it was probably threatening to rip my feet away but i got lucky.

Unit 13 of HPB received a new Ultrasonic machine today. It's like getting a new toy! Joy to Gaithiri and i! I think i deserve it too, been jinxed enough already. I held it's official start-off ceremony and woo... No leaks.

Going to miss NDC (again) tomorrow, as i'll be having the Annual SHS Meeting with the board of Directors and other few fellow course representatives. Hope most of what we say will be brought forward instead of thrown back into our faces like how it was last year. I hate missing NDC. I want to keep my patients badly! I do not have favouritisms (despite the thing about the Nepalese and i) but i do have a Blacklist. Hope tomorrow's scheduled patient is the sole bugger in that particular list.

[Gad] Hey, saw you too! So it WAS you. I gave a 2nd glance as the first one was a mere "Hey, just another tudung kid." Then i was thinking, "Wasn't that Gad?" but you like totally sprinted far away already.
[Mas] Ling? Hahaha. Spelling was based on how i thought it was pronounced.

   On the plus side.
   Monday, February 27, 2006, 7:25 PM

I've been thinking positively about almost everything now. I guess my mind's really cleared off any trailing issues.

I can't wait for the 12th of March! Not only because it's pay day, it's also going to be the debut day i bring out my red devil! Guys, i need suggestions on a nickname - Anything that sparks when you think of the color RED. Post them on my tagboard, thanks! Will appreciate your efforts.

A lot of items are put up for sale online today. I need the finance for security reasons.

Oh, and also, ManUtd's the Carling Cup winners! Won with style, 4-0. I feel sorry for Ruud but he's got his chances in the Premiership. United!

   Easy amusement.
   Friday, February 24, 2006, 11:26 PM

Went to the PUB Flouridation Plant with DT. Extremely boring but i managed to stay awake. The part that relates to our job scope lasted a mere 12 minutes while we were there for close to 2 hours. The jokes made about the shiny tiles and some of the girls' short skirts were funny.

I find it difficult to understand why i got easily amused by this group of Secondary School kids (who i believe came from Fajar Sec) who acted out a mini-sketch, filmed it and uploaded it onto the net. Their humour was spontaneous and funny to me. It was about the Bangladeshis (acted by 2 Indian guys) fighting for equal rights in Singapore, and to challenge them were 2 Malays. In between them was a judge. It all happened in the classroom, while the rest of the classmates laughed at their jokes and their teacher was clearly missing.

I'm overworked and i have sleeping debts to pay.

   I'm a MULLET!
   Thursday, February 23, 2006, 10:25 PM

It was a wonderful experience, where i met friendly strangers turned into friends. Today morning was the best, when almost all of those strangers-friends gathered and went through the obstacles with me. The adrenaline gushed through our veins while we freaked out mean laugh-out-loud jokes. Unfortunately, i managed to go through but none of them did. Hence, it was my final attendance there. I'm going to look back at this experience as something i'll cherish, yet forgettable.

What the hell am i supposed to mean.

Anyway, rushed off to Leng Kwang Home. Was late and not in uniform. Perspiring like a Gatorade model. Got very interested in the art of denture making.

Then i had the impulse of going for a crazy new hairstyle, and i'm a bloody mullet now!!! Haha!!! But, with a fringe. Feels good to be a mullet!

   Silence is easy.
   Thursday, February 16, 2006, 9:47 PM

Been doing lots of thinking and planning. Time's running out and i might have to give up soccer for at least half a year. It sucks. It's been awhile since i visited my dad's place. The guilt is tremendous, yet i have no time to do so.

To the curious DT-mates involved: Apologies for going against my word. I won't be revealing it until like, maybe the end of the semester. It's really nothing anyway, very unrelated to us; so why not we just think about our assignments huh? :)

Was asked to lower the volume of my MP3 player in the MRT, today morning while on the way to HPB - by a bugger who was reading comics! Hah. So i changed from my Yngwie playlist to Bjork. He still made stupid faces and alighted at the next stop.

Lola gave me a cute teddy and Renoma's limited edition red-top briefs for our previous anniversary. Got to say, the undies are the absolute greatest. Been awhile since i met her too...

[Tagboard Replies]
[Kelly] I do hear that a lot. Guess i won't go with what's going against myself.
[Ijah] Welcomes :>
[Nana] I don't usually do that often nowadays. It's okay, you need not tell me, sooner or later i will find out somehow.
[Mastura] 3 days MC huh? Taking opportunity eh. Hahaha.
[Cady] Hi bestie. You smoke huh? You wanted some of my Fisherman candy.
[All] Thank you for tagging. It's one of those little things i devote my 4 minutes of free time to check out.

   O Levels.
   Friday, February 10, 2006, 11:10 PM

O' Level results are out today. So far, i've heard no hoorays. Congratulations for those of you who did well. For those who didn't do well, it's not the end of the road. Cuz, i'm thinking of bringing the family to visit y'all there.

My cute grandma has been calling home and asking if i'm alright, after the blood-vomitting incident.

I'm so squeezed up right now. Not to mention, pissed with how silly some people (or specifically, someone) with such high power can be so stupid, ridiculous and opaque. Things are barely honest now.
Even Mastura's report on the NYP Course Guide Book is moderated, to a huge extent.
Heard that, everyone? NYP's Diploma in Dental Therapy page in the Guide Book was by Mastura, but they moderated her actual work to become so positively enthusiastic, so oh-this-course-is-the-bomb! They made her seem like a fool. Shall keep my other thoughts to myself.

Watched Pesta Pesta Pesta on Suria. The crowd, prolly mainly fucking Mat Reps, were shouting and taunting curses at the performers when the artistes acted as Chinese entertainers and spoke in Mandarin. Their words so sharp and harsh. I won't point the finger at the Holocauster or any article-happy anti-Malay racists. We Malays are against ourselves more than any other races... Think wider if you haven't, and soon enough you'll realize it. It's just one of the reasons why i'm so embarassed of my own race.

   Right back on track.
   Monday, February 06, 2006, 11:07 PM

First of all, thanks to all Taggers for your well-wishings :)
They helped me a lot with the recovery process and i can deem myself a hundred percent right now.

Especially Bibi. Whoever you are, if you prefer to stay anonymous, you are free to. I'd just like to thank you for your sincere advice and for putting that extra amount of effort to help me.

I feel that a bucketfull of stress and heavy thoughts dropped today.

Carmen humoured the whole class today. Possibly the joke of the year. I couldn't control my laughter and exceeded the laughing limit. Yusri was struggling to stop too. Sorry yah, no offence. Fantastic incident though, helped us through the rest of the lesson.

I need a cash reloan. My parents can't get it for me due to economical reasons. Whoever knows where you can get it with not much criterias to fill? I need $5000.

[Ijah] The cream was super cold, froze me from bottom-up. The finger sensation was weird and i won't want that happening ever again. If you're still curious, get fresh milk and gulp down a litre within an hour.

   Bleeding through.
   Friday, February 03, 2006, 11:46 PM

Been a hectic year so far. I've been bottling up more matters than i even thought existed within me. It all overflowed yesterday morning, when i threw up undigested food from the previous night, followed by fresh blood diluted with gastric juice. Stained the toilet red badly. Felt dizzy and got worried. Went to the Polyclinic and was given the most available doctor there, and even then, the compromised waiting time got me so restless, i felt like i appeared to be mentally challenged. Sitting down and standing up at that time, be it leaning on a wall or not, were the most uncomfortable tasks.

Was referred to TanTockSeng Hospital's A&E, whereby i was treated as one of the more-urgent matters. Consultation fee there was a whopping $70. The female doctor told me the cause of the presence of blood was undetermined as i do not show key signs and symptoms. I'm too young to have a terrible condition anyway, she claimed. She gave me a jab to reduce gag-reflexes, and shoved her finger up my boot with ice-cold cream for the diarrhoea my condition's been accompanied by.
Had a 1-day MC.

Had high fever in the evening, and it extended till the next morning, today. Went to a private clinic whereby the doctor claims that the blood was prolly due to abrasion of the stomach/intestinal walls due to excessive gagging. The scar produced then caused opportunistic viral infections which caused my fever. Had 2-days MC. Told Julie i will be absent for NDC tomorrow, but at the same time, would like to keep my booked patient. Hope she does her best.

Did i miss out a lot in school?