Shower room.
   Saturday, June 12, 2004, 11:01 PM

Had a crazy-ass singing screaming session in the AI shower toilet with Lix and Thik after a match. 2 days of soccer matches back-to-back after more than 3+ weeks without any vigorous soccer action at all is just insane. Failed to play well for the team just now. I blame my cramps, especially my favourite: The left groin. Groins are not gonads. Oh anyway, i won't ever be punctual ever again for matches, if there are.

Just got injected with some serious bad news. Kinda feeling helpless. The feeling where you want to be there for someone when he/she needs you, but you simply can't make it and therefore guilt and pressure builds within. The fear of having the other party to be disappointed in you. I'm sorry... Please forgive me. I'll make up for it :(