Last day.
   Wednesday, December 22, 2004, 10:43 PM

Boohoo.
Didn't get to tell many people about my resignation. Thought i'll tell the guys at the last hour but i got too caught up with saving Royston's group's asses. You all owe Ester and i big time!

And so i thought okay, i'll tell them while lining up for the punching machine. But the punching machine was down, so there were little poeple left, waiting for the 3rd bus. I saw William and told him. He appeared shocked and sad. Fucking hell, i've never seen that look on his face before. "Why didn't you tell me?", oh hell i'm guilty. Aw forgot Tuesday night's my last, and she was asking me to spend my last night at work on Wednesday night (now). She thought i'll last till Friday and has forgotten to bring some goodbye chocolates for me and Sugar.

Ester, ShuHui, Fadhli and i suddenly got close at my latest stages there and it's a terrible, terrible time to leave... Ester was asking me not to leave. She told me not to make her beg. The last few hours of my presence at the workplace, she was begging... During the trip home, she kept asking if i'm staying.
Many colleagues told me stuff and showed 'emotions' which i wasn't expecting. They seem to mean so much more (no offence) than any testimonial and it just shows that JHT reveals your true self, to your ownself.

I feel like staying, but i know i have to let go. Apart from the bastards (who stole her eyes), it's a very nice place. There are many complains when i'm working but when i'm leaving, the gravity is applied back to work. But i know i'll be happier once i resign. I believe things are gonna get better for me. Least i can go hang out with her more.

Thank you, to those who rocked my working experience there: Her, Aw (loving leader), Fong An (my shifu), Arthur, Humphrey, Royston (Spanish Fly pervert), Kevin (small-sized innocent), Joe, Lokman (lazy ass trash-talker), Rafik, Fadhli, Ester, ShuHui, YiLong, MakJah (so motherly), Shiddih (bapok-loving hunk), Khairi, all the friendly MakCiks, Sandeep (you totally rock) and many others.
I just didn't think people would actually get sad when i go. 2+ weeks might be a short time, but 12 hours a day is like living with them.

Bought a rather big dinner as i promised. My sisters missed me.