My left eye!!!!!!!!!!!!!
   Sunday, March 06, 2005, 10:34 PM

I was lazily browsing through my Radiography notes in the late afternoon just now, when suddenly, i felt my left eye itch like a bitch. I rubbed it a little but the itch didn't subside. Instead, it grew stronger and stronger. Irritated, i rubbed more and more. I felt this common puffed-up, there's-something-in-your-eye feeling after rubbing but decided to ignore it. So i proceeded on to browse through my notes for around another 20 minutes or so.

The itch returned and it was sharp and painful too, this time. I rubbed it a little and thought, fuck it, i'm gonna look in the mirror. So i did, and then...


Normal view.


When my pupil migrates left.

Yea i actually drew those pictures because my camera's not with me today. They are mirror images, anyway :P
It appears like there's a globule of something there! Some gelly shit or something! It's eeky and feels heavy. It's dangling and makes blinking very awkward. It overlaps my pupil and gets 'squeezed' in the 2nd picture (i was afraid my pupil will spring out because of that. Just imagine that). It's like it's gonna shake it's way off my eyeball. At first, i thought.. "Worrrd..." But hell, it's IN/ON MY EYE! What the fuck is that?!

So i shouted to my mum saying i need to see a doctor. Did just that, straight away. Mr Doctor said my cornea (the gelly like stuff inside) tore away from the globe of my eyeball. The cause - Excessive, hard rubbing. I didn't rub hard at all! Sensitive crap. He said it IS something to worry about. He gave me an eye-drop thingy and if yellow discharge appears tomorrow, an infection is involved; and i have to revisit the clinic.

As for now, it's damn itchy. It burns to see bright stuff like the computer screen.

People out there, don't rub your eyes!
Not because you don't want wrinkles or excessive eyelids, but because this shit will freak you out.