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   Super 16.
   Wednesday, October 05, 2005, 10:42 PM

Yesterday was super 16 and Lola lined up a simple surprise for me which got me touched on the inside. Felt regretful we didn't snap up enough pictures. The place was beautiful and the gift was exactly what i needed. I'm sorry for being tired at the end of the day.

Lola had a gigantic task upon seeing me yesterday - to cheer me up. I thought i did badly for OpTech Practicals. Was feeling very disappointed with myself, and adding on to the misery was DrVee's comments, saying he's "very, very, damn disappointed,". It pressurized if not all, most of us. I think it's the DrVee factor. He smiles and laughs but who knows what's creeping from within. I was so upset with my work that i kept thinking of giving up. I was ready to come back for re-test, anticipating a possible failure.

I missed school today, and Mastura told me i got a B+ for it. I was shocked and wasn't excited at all. Grateful, yes; but i honestly think i don't deserve it. Miraculous, a fluke. It was one of my worst works ever and it's just so not me. Perhaps Carmen was right, they don't need to look good, they just need the necessary features. A function over aesthetics concept.

Adding on, sat beside Cady during OralMed lesson after the OralMed test. Laughed a lot with her, especially the crap about Wisdom Teeth!! HAHAHA!!!

[Taggy Replies]
[Kelly] Your 'hiatus' titled blog entry, stick to it. If the flow goes down, don't go with it. Nor should you leave it. Bring it back up, where it should be.
[Lix] The Riding Simulator should cost that much. The functions are way cool.



     
   
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