Bleeding through.
   Friday, February 03, 2006, 11:46 PM

Been a hectic year so far. I've been bottling up more matters than i even thought existed within me. It all overflowed yesterday morning, when i threw up undigested food from the previous night, followed by fresh blood diluted with gastric juice. Stained the toilet red badly. Felt dizzy and got worried. Went to the Polyclinic and was given the most available doctor there, and even then, the compromised waiting time got me so restless, i felt like i appeared to be mentally challenged. Sitting down and standing up at that time, be it leaning on a wall or not, were the most uncomfortable tasks.

Was referred to TanTockSeng Hospital's A&E, whereby i was treated as one of the more-urgent matters. Consultation fee there was a whopping $70. The female doctor told me the cause of the presence of blood was undetermined as i do not show key signs and symptoms. I'm too young to have a terrible condition anyway, she claimed. She gave me a jab to reduce gag-reflexes, and shoved her finger up my boot with ice-cold cream for the diarrhoea my condition's been accompanied by.
Had a 1-day MC.

Had high fever in the evening, and it extended till the next morning, today. Went to a private clinic whereby the doctor claims that the blood was prolly due to abrasion of the stomach/intestinal walls due to excessive gagging. The scar produced then caused opportunistic viral infections which caused my fever. Had 2-days MC. Told Julie i will be absent for NDC tomorrow, but at the same time, would like to keep my booked patient. Hope she does her best.

Did i miss out a lot in school?